I don’t like to go out, because I think I should wait for some more days. I think if I will achieve something one day, I will be capable of facing society.
But the actual thing is that to become something, you need exposure.
I have changed a lot and I still feel I am not going on the right path.
I work on myself, and at the end of the day, I am always thinking that I did something wrong in the process.
I don’t like to go out because I don’t find myself as a person who is worthy of standing with those people outside yet. I always feel that someday when I am worthy, I will be able to walk with an eye-to-eye attitude with everyone out there.
I expect the other person will ask me something, I don’t like answering yet. It’s such a mess and difficult to live like this. I have made myself into this and I think I am pretty tired now.
I am tired of this feeling, but I feel like I shouldn’t face the world.
